I have always, always been this on the go, hurry, hurry, race against the clock...not winning, but trying, Ive got one million things on my "to do list" today..... that was before BC. Well last week I was finally in a somewhat "normal" state of mind (sieze the opportunity, it doesnt happen very often these days) so I decided to go shopping. Shopping for me. Window shopping...something I have never had the time to do in my past "normal" life.
It was a big mistake. I DRAGGED myself around the huge complex. I have never felt so tired. I lost interest. For once I had the time, but not the energy. I spotted chairs in the shopping centre and honestly...if I sat down I would have gone for a very long snooze, probably to be woken by security!! I got back to my car and cried... finally I had time to window shop for once in my life....but I was SO TIRED...too tired to enjoy it. It was exhaustion I can only compare to when I was pregnant many years ago..but multiplied by at least 10.... So I must have been a 10 on your scale...do I get a gold star or something??? :)