Thanks AllyJay..I was originally gonna opt for no chemo at all..but being in my early 40's with young children thought I would do what I could to keep this way and agreed to the 4 rounds of TC, they where going to stop this after round 2's allergic reaction but I went one more...so it's not so much the statistical factors weighing on me but a fear of not being able to walk or drive and a worse reaction with permanent side effects vs have I done enough..my head wants to do all it can but I fear my body may have been pushed to its limit..so confused.