Haha! Finita!
I love so much that u still have your sense of humour. It's a shame there's not much in the way of support networks where you are. Are you on Facebook? I am on the end if the phone and would love to chat sometime if you feel up to it. I ask about Facebook because at least there is the private messaging in there, where we can exchange phone numbers.
I am going to try and change my profile photo on here to the one I have on Facebook, so you can find me. If I have to put my phone number on here, then I will. I'm more than happy to be a listening ear for you, and would love to help.
Take care
Hugs
Kathleen. Xx
Ps. On Facebook I'm the same: Kathleen Taylor (space between my two names) xx