Thanks for the words @kmakm and @"Kiwi Angel" , This BC just bloody sucks but will hang in there. Just the anxiety of the first one. The Oncologists I met were nice, one of them was head of oncology department but both really approachable. They said to start off with the standard 4 cycles with the possibility of going to 6 although they would avoid if at all possible but not to be surprised if it went that way. Unexpected high grade DCIS as well as the grade 3 cancer they removed. It also has unusual characteristics topped with HER+ affect by only 1%. Will let you know how I go. Spent the morning getting my music sorted to take with me as well as a good book. ( I'll probably end up reading the same page over or not even looking at it. Lol) Have an awesome weekend girls. xox