Here Goes

@kitkatb Day 6 here. SE relatively mild to what I was expecting. Just enough to stop me from going to work. I struggle with the concept of delayed side effects. My mind says if it's going to happen it should happen straight away. Let my nausea meds get behind so had a rough night. Up until now it's been fatigue more than anything. Had my daughter come up from Melb for the weekend to be with me when I chopped my hair. Ended up going with pixie. Really struggling with cold head! Beanie in bed is norm at the moment. Am eating ok as long as I keep the nausea meds up. I feel you're anxiety. It's the unknown. I almost feel if I was able to be familiar with the chemo room and the process I would have been less stressed. Not so stressed about next one on 24th now. If you are doing chemo maybe you can ask to visit the chemo room so it's not quite so daunting? Big hugs to you. It's ok to be afraid. Xxx