Hi @kitkatb - the first chemo is the scariest! I was also totally more freaked out about chemo than surgeries. Now it's just part of my world and I can definitely see the tiny pin prick of light at the end of the tunnel, knowing that each week it will get brighter and brighter until in just a few weeks' time it will all be behind me. You and @TabooGal will get through it too, and we're all here to help you!
Let us know what your oncologist says tomorrow! All the best for your appointment - don't forget to take a huge list of questions and don't leave until you have them all answered!
xxxxx