Transport to chemo is the perfect job for your grumpiest friend. The person who is not going to make you cry by trying to be kind to you, but will turn up, not just on time, but early. The person who can entertain themselves for a couple of hours and will be waiting in the carpark when you are done. If you have such a friend, let them do that for you. I understand the whole anxiety about cars, transport, being on time (really, I do) Make another arrangement for the first treatment. If all goes well, manage it yourself the next time. Mxx