Hi @TabooGal, pretty much everyone has covered everything here but I just want to say hi and hugs to you. I too am newly diagnosed although I have had my surgery and am healing from that at the moment before the next step of chemo. Its a shame we all have to be here but the support in this forum is amazing and the fact that we can say what we want and how we feel to people who are going through the same thing and understand our emotional roller coaster ride. I found the worst part so far for me has been the waiting between given the dreaded news and waiting for things to happen and to have the first meeting with the surgeon for me it was nearly 3 weeks and like you my mind went into overdrive and you start overthinking everything. I think once you have surgery dates then you will find things will really start to move along faster and you know what will be happening and where you are. All my thoughts are with you and be assured there are some awesome people hear to listen to you anytime. :)