Wow today I feel so terribly sad and sorry for myself shame on me.

Thank you,  but Im not the only one. Today at chemo I got to chat to a couple of woman younger than me , who turn up regularly on a Tuesday for chemo,  for metastatic breast cancer. We are known as the Tuesday girls and have a good old yak together while we are there. At least I have made some new friends by attending the chemo ward, so it does have it's benefits.