You are one brave lady! Your blog brought a tear to my eye. At least it is stable. What a great idea to just forget about the big C for a while and get into what really matters. Thinking of you often and yes it does get us down but you have the right attitude. This will undoubtedly stand you in good stead. I too have stopped googling cancer related material and have just accepted that what is is. My journey is very different to yours and has only just begun and I can only imagine what you are going through. Stay strong. You are such an inspiration to us all.
Have a wonderful Christmas with you wonderful family and enjoy some quality days over the break - you deserve it!
Take care and all the very best for the new year!
Love Alison xx