Sam - it is a constant roller coaster for you, I am teary writing this as I can feel the hurt, my heart goes out to you! I hope you don't spiral after your conversation with your doctor - yes you have every right to be cranky, peed off et cetera! @nelliejs she referred to them as the 'you beaut' drugs - that is a positive! It would seem you are getting the best possible treatment.
Sam I am not in your predicament I know, but hopefully you can find a ray of sunshine within to help you get on with your everyday routine! Wishing you many years of comfort and enjoyment ahead and remember when it is getting to you think of your favourite song and start singing!
Take care and sending you a virtual hug xx<3
