Scared, confused and need advice

Sounds like you've got some action and will have all the reports for your oncologist on Monday.It would also seem that it will take 3 weeks to organize chemo for you anyway.In 2010 my husband and I were going on a cruise ship/holiday and I made the mistake of having my mammogram a week before.I had breast cancer 7 years before and didn't think I had anything to worry about. So my report came back suspicious area,and a core biopsy showed breast cancer again. My surgeon said to go have my holiday and I could have scans and surgery on my return. I had bc again but I still managed to enjoy my holiday.I guess I knew what I'd be in for and that it would be some time before I could go away again.I can only imagine your fears- it's what we all dread to hear.It's normal to feel sick to the core when you get that awful cancer news.But we all know it gets better with a plan in place.Glad you didn't go to work and went to your'happy place' the beach instead.I hope the weather stays nice for the weekend so you can spend more time there.I think nature helps to calm us.Tonya xx