Scared, confused and need advice

I am so sorry to hear your news.Monday must seem ages away to see your oncologist.I wonder if you rang now whether you could get an appointment tomorrow?They often have cancellations or will make space for special circumstances.Please don't sit and let those dark thoughts encompass you for the next 3 days.We know how bad the waiting can be. I think the fact that you feel fine is a good sign and whether you can wait for treatment or not will be up to your oncologist.My dear  80 yr old mum was diagnosed with liver cancer at the point where it had destroyed a third of her liver.She opted for no chemo and lived for a further 14 months.I have friends who have been living with liver(bc type)cancer for many,many years and manage it with medication.I hope you get to have that well planned holiday - thinking of you and sending hugs, Tonya xx