I have been watching your story with interest. I also have just been diagnosed with liver mets. I really hope that your scans come back with some great news and the clinical trial keeps working for you. I am starting a clinical trial in the next few weeks and have just undergone the removal of my tubes and ovaries as you have to be menopausal to qualify. Maybe talking to a councillor about your down in the dumps days could help with some strategies on how to cope. I love the Magic Mike reference, I love Channing Tatum but I haven't seen the movie. Just remember, there are lots of women living with secondary breast cancer, we can do this. I am also a mum, my kids are 11 & 13 and I want to see them grow up and I'm willing to do what I have to do to make that happen. There are lots of success stories and there is no reason we can't be part if that. I have joined the young pink sisters on Facebook and the women living with advanced breast cancer group as well. They are great for support and encouragement.