Thank you all :)
Im still terrified & @primek yes my husband would come if I asked him but I dont like to let him know Im so terrified, I like to keep the brave face on for him & the boys, no point everyone being anxious.... @socoda I wish............ but I have an awful feeling about it..... & can they just bounce around up & down???
I am hoping the BC Nurse from Peter Macallum will ring this afternoon, I have reached out to her asking for help to change to a care team there.... I have no faith at all in TNH team... I dont like the blase, flippant way they treat me..