Cate! Im so sorry, I know how terrorfying it is and I imagine alone too if youve always had someone go with you. Ive done all mine alone apart from one appt with the Oncologist my Partner came, but had nobody to ask and I didnt want the pressure of worrying about how they would cope with the appt. so I prefer it. Sending huge vibes for good results!!! Hang in there Sister!!! and I get you, you do wonder why this is all happening, what happened in a previous life uuugh. I think at different times throughout this whole thing there are moments that drive us, fire us up, break us, motivate us and change us. I think for so many reasons, its all these things that we learn along the way about ourselves, maybe thats the why...though I think sometimes things could be alittle less harsh!!! Step at a time! Hugs Melinda xo
I agree with Cath!! Keep saying it over and over out loud, the markers have gone DOWN!!!!