Hi Lynne48, Im so sorry to hear your news, my heart just breaks for you. I would love to think your oncologists could answer a lot of your questions re: your diagnosis and prognosis. If not you should be able to access a social worker who can not only help you through your diagnosis and adjustment to your news, but a lot of the financial concerns as well. I, myself live alone and wondered how I would cope if I have a recurrence, but I have to finish my first treatment first. (thinking to far ahead). It so unfair that you have to work, deal with your illness and have treatment....I have just returned to work, Ive had people say to me " you should be working" but hey, I am the only one that is going to pay my bills. Hope all goes well with your treatment, take care Brenda