Also Welcome to the forum. So sorry you have joined us here. You must be in a bit of a state of shock at the moment. Have you ordered a Hopes and Hurdles pack? Here is the link for that https://www.bcna.org.au/resources/hope-hurdles/
Most of all know that you are not alone and can come to the forum and get information, release frustration and get lots of virtual hugs. Xx Cath