You absolutely will, I dont know but I think we have these moments of panic and reality where we look ahead too and think OMG how can I do this, this and this in terms of treatment etc., so once you bring yourself back to the moment and what youre doing at hand you do settle back into your rhythm of one thing at a time. So normal I think! Uuugh I had some of those too, key was keeping arms warm on way to infusion for me, heatpacks and hydrating the day before massive amount of water. Some were inexperienced and tough going as you need experience when youre doing that every week. xo
