@wendy_h67.. sending you virtual hugs.......... I have my off days now & again but I know if I force myself to get going, have a shower & do something I always feel better.
I will totally enjoy my holiday, have been looking forward & planning for it since I booked @ 537 days to go!!! now its 26 & instead of just myself & Jon going as orginally planned, we are now a party of 14, largely made up of my parkrunning family...
I was so relieved on Friday, I think I was expecting something bad, my TM's were up from 58 to 63 last test & though my Onc said they will fluctuate a few points here & there I was a tad frightened that it might put paid to my trip but it didn't & all is well, so Singapore & Ovation of the Seas here I come. And, having said all that I was at the same time thinking I feel so well for someone so ill. in fact, I have noticed, that since I went off Gluten & my skin problems/dermatitis cleared I feel remarkably well.
Take care beautiful lady. Cate