@iserbrown sending a big cuddle for your sad news. Im truly sorry for your loss...I also lost someone very dear to me on saturday from this shit of disease. She was like a mum to me after mine passed away, known her all my life. Whilst I was in treatment with a recurrence 2.5 years ago she had a recurrence after 15yrs :( beyond cruel...I feel your pain. BUT she taught me many things, and that is KEEP GOING, live, live, live and enjoy what you have right now...and so I am. Feeling blessed! xoxo