Hi Tennille,
I really wish I could reach through the screen and give you a big kind, caring & understanding hug. I hear & feel every word you said! I have been on the mets rollercoaster since 2013 & found out yesterday I have to change from Abraxane chemo due to new tumours/tumours increased in size & add in some head radiation too. Stay strong, it's okay we have moments but we stay strong & stay positive & jump the hurdles thrown at us. This is such a gorgeous group of people that provide such support. Love and hugs to you x