Hi Sparker,
I also have times when I am surrounded my many and still feel totally and utterly alone. I am not sure if it is something you would like to communicate with those close to you but I actually wrote a poem about it and then was privileged enough to be able to read it out at the Field of Women last year. I found it helped those around me to understand how I was feeling just a little better. If you think it may help, please feel free to share it
http://wp.me/p3O6YT-4K
Also, any ideas you have about how to assist those living those secondary breast cancer via the information and forums presented by BCNA I have no doubt they would be very happy to hear about.. If you like, message me with all your thoughts, or contact them directly via email.
cheers, Sharon (pink66)
