Hi Amanda, I agree with everything that the other ladies have said (so glad that we all think the same). I too am trying to stay "one step ahead" by being as healthy as I can. You just amaze me. Do you amaze yourself? I suppose not as when "you have to - you just have to". How wonderful that you have the "guts and stamina" to do the extras. It sure is a full-time job trying to stay well let alone be a mother, wife etc etc. and doing it as well as you do. It confuses me to know that you and others are "struggling so hard" while others in the community just cruise along and waste their precious time.... It keeps bringing me back to "Living in the Moment". We all have our purpose on this earth - some just to show others "how to get the most out of their life by living through challenges". I have been so fortunate to know a lot of these people and extremely grateful to call them "friends". Keep on being who you are and never stop sharing your challenges and triumphs - these are gifts to all who you encounter. The people and things that have the most impact on our lives are never lost to our subconscious mind. They stay there forever. The strength you have in knowing that you are "doing the best possible route to health" will keep more options coming your way especially until your goals have been met. Blessings to you XLeonie