Well all i can say onemargie is thank you. How wonderful to wake up and see your ray of positivity after a tough night. Cant thank all you ladies/warriors for lending me a kind word and support. It means a lot. Im now learning to accept help and kindness from others. Its a huge step for me to be cared for rather than me be the carer. Im the one who always rallies around others. I have been absolutely gob smacked to see my efforts over my life coming back to me at this time. I live in a small south coast town and have been overwhelmed by love and genuine concern. Its been a real eye opener. I thought i was invisible. Thank you all once again ladies, from the bottom of my heart.