Year 4 done and dusted woot woot !!!

Congratulations @kezmusc! I wonder if that “some kind of something” you are missing is the necessity for the all-consuming effort it took to get you to this stage? Perhaps it left a vacuum and you haven’t had time to fully realize that the boring old ordinariness of your present life is actually exactly what you were fighting for all along? Perhaps accepting that a life that has been fought for so hard doesn’t necessarily have to be lived at the same intensity and will hopefully never have to have the same intense sense of purpose you have become used to will help dispel that vacuum and you will come to rejoice in having that very ordinary life because you know the lengths you were prepared to go to to preserve it. Just some thoughts from my own musings. Be kind to yourself as you go through this adjustment. 😘