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The wheels fell off my rollercoaster.
It’s been a while since I’ve had a bout of the blues but the
last week sure sorted that out. The worst one since a month after starting
Tamoxifen round 1.
I’ve been coasting along quite well for a...
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@kezmusc
I feel the same , my boss rang me up when are you coming back ?? I have no brain , still getting over radio , fatigue all the usual crap that goes with Tamoxifen and mets.
Husband is out of work cause he has been looking after me and self employed, trying to get back into the game, broke, we have gone through all our savings , but we don't qualify for any financial relief from Centerlink since we are paying a mortgage and have no dependents , kids are grown( financially helping since still living at home , only reason still managing in a super tight budget )
So best thing , sister in law wants to take me to Melbourne for a weekend , I rather have the money ........can't say that ,she will get offended. rrrrggghhhhh!!!!!
So yesterday had my first lot of scans after all the treatment, cried on the way there, don't ask why , just feeling like crap had enough of them so everything should have been cool , right ??
So , yep we have all been there , winning Lotto would solve some of the problems the only thing ,gotta have the extra funds to play.
So I am gathering up courage to return to work in May , hoping my brain will respond I also need to be retrain as new systems have been updated.
Picking up everyone's crap and cooking like a mad woman all low calorie no sugar of course, in the hope of remaining sane.
My one indulgence and happy place , is to read and escape to wherever I want to be ..........
So we all need to vent....
Take care , we are all here to read (listen) and support also add our little vents.
xx
I feel the same , my boss rang me up when are you coming back ?? I have no brain , still getting over radio , fatigue all the usual crap that goes with Tamoxifen and mets.
Husband is out of work cause he has been looking after me and self employed, trying to get back into the game, broke, we have gone through all our savings , but we don't qualify for any financial relief from Centerlink since we are paying a mortgage and have no dependents , kids are grown( financially helping since still living at home , only reason still managing in a super tight budget )
So best thing , sister in law wants to take me to Melbourne for a weekend , I rather have the money ........can't say that ,she will get offended. rrrrggghhhhh!!!!!
So yesterday had my first lot of scans after all the treatment, cried on the way there, don't ask why , just feeling like crap had enough of them so everything should have been cool , right ??
So , yep we have all been there , winning Lotto would solve some of the problems the only thing ,gotta have the extra funds to play.
So I am gathering up courage to return to work in May , hoping my brain will respond I also need to be retrain as new systems have been updated.
Picking up everyone's crap and cooking like a mad woman all low calorie no sugar of course, in the hope of remaining sane.
My one indulgence and happy place , is to read and escape to wherever I want to be ..........
So we all need to vent....
Take care , we are all here to read (listen) and support also add our little vents.
xx