PHEW Well that's a phase of my life I don't want to go through again.
Hello Lovely Ladies,
Well today was the day I went back to the specialist after the first year of this (no I am not gonna use the word) epic STAGE of my life lol.
He doesn't want to see me again till next year after my yearly Mammogram. Which I am sooooo happy about.
Sooooo why have I just been outside with tears falling down my face. I wouldn't even say I was crying just leaking from my eyes sort of.
This Forum has been a enormous help to me. Right from the start.
When I read some of your stories I feel a little guilty tho that is probably nor the right word because I have not had the experiences that some of you have had. Mine was diagnosed, dealt with and treatment started within 2 months. Chemo and Rads were manageable for me. I don't have to have Hormone treatment either.
I asked the DR today about the Gene as I have a daughter whose has a daughter and a sister who died of Ovarian Cancer in 2008 who has 2 daughters. But he said that the chances of it being Genetic are very slim but the girls are to be extra vigilant. Another Phew.
I would just like to say to people that are just starting this stage of there lives. It is a F**king shock the day you are told, you will feel all the emotions BUT it can be done with help from all the people around you. And especially the people on this site.
So tonight I am gonna raise a glass to me cos I amk F**king special and I did it.
Love to you all
Jan. xxx