I dont know why im writing this other than i need to express it and i cant think where else. Before bc i used to talk about stuff i was gunna do but i never seemed to get around to it. I had a life...
After my diagnosis I ended up not returning to work, and was close to retirement age anyway. So pleased I don't have to put up with all the work dynamics. Although the psychologist I saw said that work gives us purpose, and I sacked her also. :)