Hi all, I first want to say how grateful I am to everyone for sharing their stories here, they often help when I'm struggling. That said I'm finding things particularly hard at the moment. I was originally diagnosed oct 2019, her2+ er-, with large lump and lymph node involvement. I had ac then Taxol, 2 lumpectomys to get clearance and then radiation along with herceptin until Jan this year. I had a good response to treatment (pathological complete response). But this year I'm finding it so much harder! I was okish last year with a few little hiccups but this year I find myself so much more depressed with life and I don't get why. My son who is 7 has developed quite severe anxiety especially when it comes to me this year and it just seems to be getting worse no matter how much support we get him and how much energy I pour in to him.And now this week, I reported to my breast care nurse some tenderness I had in my boob. I had told the surgeon about it on Nov when I saw him but he just said it was radiation side effects. This week the nurse felt my breast and said it was probably just scar tissue that is pulling now I am doing more exercise but recommended an ultrasound. The ultrasound showed some abnormality in the ducts near my scar tissue so now they want to biopsy which I'm having done tomorrow. I'm trying to stay calm and think that it's all fine until I know otherwise but I'm finding it hard. I don't know how my young kids will cope if it is the worst? My son is already struggling so much. I guess I just am hoping people can tell me good news stories of when they got a biopsy post cancer and it turned out to be ok.

Thank you so much @arpie @Cath62 and @MicheleR for your messages. I really appreciate the support. The biopsy went ok, the usual pain and discomfort and seeming oblivion from the radiology staff as to why this might be distressing. I have a telehealth appt with my breast care nurse on Monday so I'm crossing my fingers that the results will be back by then and will be all ok. I'm just trying to tell myself that it's going to be nothing (I figure there is no point thinking the worst). I'm feeling emotionally drained which is making parenting tough but I'll get through. I hear you @arpie about the wait times! I can't imagine how hard it would be to rural and the extra delays! Congratulations on both of yours being ok.@Cath62 and @MicheleR my son is seeing a psychologist and we are trying to get extra supports for him. And I've just been linked back in with the hospital psych for me. And my gp and I have a plan to try to tackle my depression and a line in the sand when we give up on this one and go straight to the drugs. So hopefully I will start to see some light soon. Thank you again. I'll let you know how I go

Oh bugger @Lythe - I am so sorry to read this - definitely not the news you wanted to hear. :( I can only imagine how you are feeling right now ..... I know how I would be feeling - totally devastated. :( Please talk with the team here and/or your breast care nurse to access the necessary support to help you get thru this. Scream and shout all you like here ... let it all out and we will also help you thru this. Xxtake care xx. I know that you are feeling totally gutted and hope you have a good support network around you xx You CAN do this xx

All the best for your biopsy today, @Lythe ... I had 2 call backs on my anniversary reviews, so know what you are feeling only too well. Xx Mine were both clear, but the delays (being rural) had me screaming and shouting at the radiology places .... so just more unnecessary stress than was needed. :(take care - we’ve got fingers and toes crossed for good results! Xx if you find the stress is ‘getting to you’ and the family, please talk with the BCNA hotline or your breast care nurse on coping mechanisms xx

Dear @Lythe,Hope your oncologist and surgeon talk to each other!from jennyss in Western NSW

Well, I came down with a cold just after my first treatment so I have been battling that. I skipped my 3rd round to try and get on top of it but it's still lingering so we went ahead anyway on monday with the paclitaxel, herceptin and pertuzamab. They also swabbed me again to test for everything but I came back negative for all the common virus and bacterial infections. I just have to ride it out I guess. I am super exhausted but I'm not sure how much is the drugs and how much is the cold. I thought when I started treatment again it would be like starting at the beginning but it's been more like starting at dose 13. I've had acne and diarrhea and soooo much fatigue. But! To end on a note of positivity, there has been definite signs of shrinkage and the onc is happy that there is signs of good treatment effect. I will have an ultrasound in a month or so so verify it looks like it's heading in the right direction. So, while things suck right now, this will pass and there will be some better days ahead

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Cath62
Member
5 years ago

A flower for you.
Lythe
Member
5 years ago
Thank you so much @arpie @Cath62 and @MicheleR for your messages. I really appreciate the support. The biopsy went ok, the usual pain and discomfort and seeming oblivion from the radiology staff as to why this might be distressing. I have a telehealth appt with my breast care nurse on Monday so I'm crossing my fingers that the results will be back by then and will be all ok. I'm just trying to tell myself that it's going to be nothing (I figure there is no point thinking the worst). I'm feeling emotionally drained which is making parenting tough but I'll get through.

I hear you @arpie about the wait times! I can't imagine how hard it would be to rural and the extra delays! Congratulations on both of yours being ok.

@Cath62 and @MicheleR my son is seeing a psychologist and we are trying to get extra supports for him. And I've just been linked back in with the hospital psych for me. And my gp and I have a plan to try to tackle my depression and a line in the sand when we give up on this one and go straight to the drugs. So hopefully I will start to see some light soon.

Thank you again. I'll let you know how I go
arpie
Member
5 years ago
All the best for your biopsy today, @Lythe ... I had 2 call backs on my anniversary reviews, so know what you are feeling only too well. Xx Mine were both clear, but the delays (being rural) had me screaming and shouting at the radiology places .... so just more unnecessary stress than was needed. :(

take care - we’ve got fingers and toes crossed for good results! Xx if you find the stress is ‘getting to you’ and the family, please talk with the BCNA hotline or your breast care nurse on coping mechanisms xx
Cath62
Member
5 years ago
Hi @Lythe, sorry you have to have these tests and wait for the results. Waiting is the worst feeling. I hope it is a good result for you. Sounds like things have been really hard for you and your family. I hope you have support around you all. Many children do get anxious and sometimes the GP can help with that. For you too if depression if there, have a chat to your doctor. Lots of people get depression especially post breast cancer. There are things that can help but it does mean chatting to your dr. Again hope your results are positive. It
MicheleR
Member
5 years ago
Hi @Lythe,

Sorry to hear you are in the waiting game again. Its an anxious time. Understandable.

Im also sorry to hear you are feeling low and lots of different worries. Parenting through these things is hard. One of my children is being treated for anxiety and it weighs on me also. You are not alone if nothing else. I hope that you feel comfortable enough discussing your mental as well as physical health with your gp. We are also hear to listen.

One thing at a time. One foot in front of the other.

A friend of mine was recalled by breastscreen for a biopsy and it came back negative. It does happen!

Hugs to you.
Michele

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