Thank you everyone. It's a tough week. I got prescribed some Avanza which has the bonus/negative that it makes me incredibly drowsy. It's good because I'm finally getting some sleep but bad because I feel like I'm never waking up! But that will settle after a little bit I'm sure. I always have big reactions to medications.
I managed to get a PET/CT scan sorted for tomorrow so they will have those results by Monday afternoon when I see the surgeon. I'm just crossing my fingers and toes that it's just a localized recurrence. I guess we will just have to see.