Oh bugger @Lythe - I am so sorry to read this - definitely not the news you wanted to hear. :( I can only imagine how you are feeling right now ..... I know how I would be feeling - totally devastated. :(
Please talk with the team here and/or your breast care nurse to access the necessary support to help you get thru this. Scream and shout all you like here ... let it all out and we will also help you thru this. Xx
take care xx. I know that you are feeling totally gutted and hope you have a good support network around you xx You CAN do this xx