Oh @Blossom1961, this is not good news. You have had so much on your plate with hubby and the relocation. You are far from your friends and this does not help. Have you been able to find a support group near you ? As @arpie says, perhaps put your general area in your profile so maybe another member is close enough to meet up with you for a cuppa. Are you well enough after treatment to meet up with a friend and make it a special day ?
The permanent treatment is hard and it may be easier for you if you think of something else which could be worse - for me that would be being diabetic and having to test and inject throughout every day.
Is it possible to meet hubby for a special lunch once at week, a break in his day and yours ? Even a picnic in a park with all your favourite treats might give you a lift. Thinking of you. 💖