Statements like those in the news story can make the bottom drop out of your world - doesn't matter how grounded you are. @StrongCoffees statement about whether worrying is going to change things is so true. It's not going to make it go away, take the anger or the sadness from you, but reflecting on it when you have your breath back makes you realise that there is only one way and that is forward. I don't know what my future is going to look like. I'm hoping that it is long and relatively healthy and I am doing the best I can to help that. I want to be on the right side of the stats but in the end I only have so much control of it.
