Just feel like running away

@Molly71 Absolutely. Many times. five years ago I often wished they would just knock me out for the treatment duration and then wake me when it was all over. My other often thought was 'stop the merry go round, I just want off". Four years later I had to readjust my thinking to long term treatment for mets. I don't really want to be knocked out for life. However I do sometimes want to get off the ride and take whatever happens. It does get easier, but you will still have those days and the only advise I can think of is to keep busy on those days (after you have a releasing scream moment). Sending hugs