I'm sorry to hear you are struggling particularly with anxiety and depression. If this is something long term and persistent you may want to speak to your GP about a referral to a psychiatrist who specialises in TMS - Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. It's an inpatient treatment in a private hospital so you would need private health insurance. It's a much nicer variation on the old electro shock treatment.
They place a Magnetic coil at a specific spot on your head and when the machine is going you feel a tap tap tapping on your head. Not painful but a bit uncomfortable. It helps with rewiring your neurons and alleviating your mood. You stay awake throughout. It's good for people who are very resistant to medications. Here's me having a treatment this week.
I'm attaching a photo using my mobile phone so not sure if it will work.