Hi @MaryR. What you're feeling is quite normal for many of us. If you feel that these feelings are getting out of control, then seek help. There are many avenues, your local Cancer Council will have a help line. BCNA also have number you can ring to get support. I still periodically see a cancer counsellor that I was referred to during treatment, through my local community health service. Your GP could set you up with a mental health care plan, so you could have up to 10 medicare subsidised psychologist sessions. I'm sure someone else will chime in with cntact numbers and other suggestions.
Take care,
Lyn