Trying to get into a Happy place , but today is not working out , looking at my home loan " overdue" , bills piling up,trying to get to work , but it won't happen for another 3 weeks ( HR has to sort stuff out) , off course no more leave of any kind, don't qualify for any social benefits and even if I did , won't get money before I get back to work (part time) .
Husband after being my rock for the last 12 months is having trouble getting work ( self employed) no money to take on new contracts so working here and there,
My boys , who have just started their 1 st jobs after Uni have been wonderful in keeping us afloat, but I feel guilty about asking them for more, my brother rather suggested I take a holiday ( He'll pay airfare for myself only ), had to laugh at that, I rather have the money but that off course went over his head.(he is enjoying Singapore at the moment).
Sorry to rant , but I can't afford to see the shrink .......