Wow, some real wisdom here. Thanks!
I agree, maybe the looming appointment is part of the problem. And I’m having my covid shot on Saturday which I’m not looking forward to and yes, I’m worried about it even though I am over 50! Just a bit sick of medical stuff I suspect. :|
And yes, the word survivor IS problematic. Wow. Thriver is so much better. It comes without the negative connotations and pressure. Pressure to survive and not let anyone down by getting cancer again. To have not ‘ failed’ at getting better. That really hits a nerve, and seems much clearer to me now. That’s brilliant @FLClover and Tracey. Thankyou. <3
The flying fox must be a thing haha, it once would have been my nightmare scenario too, but I had so much fun and laughed and laughed!
Like, what the heck have I got to lose?
Big hugs to you all
Caz xxxxxxx