@Rdc2022 You poor thing! Dont be so hard on yourself. Drugs can do funny things to us & at least you recognise that it is effecting your mood. I am not on the drug so am not aware of its side effects but the advice I can give is to talk to your husband & explain that you know your mood is being effected & not to take it personally. Im sure he'll understand & the fact that you are aware of the change in you, is a positive thing as you know how your body & mind is reacting. I would also encourage good eating & exercise but it sounds like you are already doing that so good on you!! Keep talking to your husband, family & friends so they will understand what you are going through. Do things that youve always enjoyed & used to make you smile & feel good.........going out for coffee, walking along the beach & be kind to yourself & have plenty of "me time". There are so many good counsellors out there & support groups if you feel you need to talk to someone who is going through the same as you. Youre doing great, so try to keep strong & you will get there. Sending love & strength xx <3