Hi @JoB, you've been through a lot in 2 years. Welcome back to the forum. I have only been here a short time and it really is a wonderful place. Sorry about your cruise, they are really a fantastic holiday (we have had 2 cruises). Our last cruise was in 2013. We were hoping to have one later in 2020 then we both lost our jobs due to covid19 and I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer this is not the 2020 I was planning! I like the suggestions from @shellshocked2018 crank up the music, sing and dance and watch a funny movie. I have a couple of movies I plan on watching soon. Be kind to yourself, sending hugs xxx