Dont follow me Im lost too
Im about a year out of active treatment and I seem to be in a slump. I experienced euphoria and gratefulness for being alive following treatment and some days since Ive felt genuinely happy but more r...
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I had further health issues after my active treatment, and was starting to get back on track then covid came along. I also lost friends throughout treatment and then wanted to reconnect with me after my active treatment, it was too late.
I had to let go of those that wouldn't get with the program! Truth though they had let me go first, it felt as if I was dead to them, and that can be a difficult thing to get over and ever re-establish that friendship again.
So where to now? Now I am trying to just take a day at a time, and I still have my dreams for the future. Family is important to me and I try as best I can to leave the past people in the past. I still find it difficult at times to reconcile in my mind how some I thought were firm friends just sort of vanished! It does hurt, that is for sure @MicheleR so do what is best for you.
Take care. xx
I had to let go of those that wouldn't get with the program! Truth though they had let me go first, it felt as if I was dead to them, and that can be a difficult thing to get over and ever re-establish that friendship again.
So where to now? Now I am trying to just take a day at a time, and I still have my dreams for the future. Family is important to me and I try as best I can to leave the past people in the past. I still find it difficult at times to reconcile in my mind how some I thought were firm friends just sort of vanished! It does hurt, that is for sure @MicheleR so do what is best for you.
Take care. xx