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Dont follow me Im lost too
Im about a year out of active treatment and I seem to be in a slump. I experienced euphoria and gratefulness for being alive following treatment and some days since Ive felt genuinely happy but more r...
So.. I just have some sunshine friends. People who I havent seen for 2 years but have known for 30 who have suddenly wanted to catch up for my 50th.
Im choosing just to celebrate with close family. Actually, i feel that I just want to provide a social occassion for our parents. The fact that its my bday is just a convenience.
Logically, yes its disappointing the way some people behave but Im just mentally shifting them to that group of sunshine friends.
I dont need to hold onto it.
Life has ups and down and pressing on.
Im choosing just to celebrate with close family. Actually, i feel that I just want to provide a social occassion for our parents. The fact that its my bday is just a convenience.
Logically, yes its disappointing the way some people behave but Im just mentally shifting them to that group of sunshine friends.
I dont need to hold onto it.
Life has ups and down and pressing on.