I think your feelings are quite normal MicheleR. You’ve put on your game face to get through all the treatment and now the worst is over, you are left thinking what the hell just happened?
From my experience (twice on the bc merry go round) it took me about 2yrs to get some confidence back in my health and myself.You’re a different version of yourself and you are trying to’fit’ into your old life.Hell,clothes and bras are just for starters! Just take your time to recover,nurture yourself and do what brings you abit of joy. I did some art therapy and like you, sewing for myself. You certainly don’t the angst of starting a sewing business (not yet!) FYI I just saw ‘‘Ruby’s Choice’ and that was abit sad too- very good though.