Tamoxifen dosage? All for one and one for all!
I have been having real difficulties with tamoxifen this past winter. I have been taking it since March 2014. I am 45 years old and have 4 young children. Basically I was unable to walk some days, had calf muscle cramps all night to the point I would have to get my husband to wake up and assist, though I don't imagine he was sleeping well with my yelling. My arthritis in my fingers got worse to the point that I couldn't use my left hand at all some days, and the pain was horrendous.
I hate taking tablets but have done so diligently because I have been told I have to. Anyway, in early August my oncologist told me I could halve the dose until I saw her next which was today. I have felt half reasonable on half the dose. Let me also say my weight hovers around 60kg, so I do have a major question in one drug dosage for all? Well today I was told that it was great I felt better but I really needed to be taking the 20mg a day for it work. I am so frustrated. I am so tired of being told to do stuff but have no background as to why I need to do it. I am due to have my ovaries and tubes removed soon, and was told today I will then have t take something else that will have worse side effects. Good god, I feel like an old lady, I'm not old enough to be an old lady!
Has anyone ever had changes to their tamoxifen dosage? And how much is enough? If I stopped taking it and the cancer came back I would definitely be not too happy with myself, but I will also be incredibly pissed if I put up with the side effects, don't participate in activities with my husband and children because I cant move, and it comes back anyway. I know that's a pie in the sky question that we all want the answer to but, aghhhhhhhhhhhh
Lisa