Dear Sarah, I am sorry that when we first met on this board a year ago, I was not in a position to give you the friendship and support you sought. We were both in the same State, both starting chemo and I posted to express my sympathy and caring for your situation, and you private-messaged me.
As I said then, it was kind of you to offer to drive hundreds of kilometers to take me to my chemo sessions each 3 weeks, and to chat day or night,.But I have a wonderful daughter who was driving me to appointments and was the person I needed to be with and while you needed a reciprocal relationship with someone, I was not able to be that person..
I tried to explain this gently, I did not intend to hurt you but as you can see on this thread, sometimes I am a bad communicator, I do wish you well, and hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me for hurting you by not being your special friend through this difficult time. And will let go of your bitterness towards me.
best wishes
Jessica