@"eight days" sorry hadn’t finished that post before sending oops . I’m interested in the your post re- oophorectomy as I’m 47 and peri- menopausal with a hormone driven bc. Grade 2 no lymph node involvement. 15mm .I will get more thorough results on 31st Jan but my surgeon rang me briefly yesterday . Said I would likely need radiotherapy and probably not chemo she is going to check with someone.Anyway I’m following with interest and I think you are very normal to be feeling flat. Your kids are young. My youngest of 3 just turned 18 so that takes the pressure off to a certain degree for me . You also have a big job. My husband is the one with the big job and we could cope if I unable to work . So less pressure for me also in that regard . Second time = more pressure Anyway what I’m saying is that everyone’s circumstances are different and your feeling appear perfectly valid . Take care of yourself and I too get depressed about the state of the world 🌎😢 Thanks for sharing x