Hi @May20019,
I know what you mean. I haven't cried much since my diagnosis earlier this year, kept up a brave front mostly, but my last day of radiotherapy I cried like a baby. I couldn't explain my emotions, but I think I felt I was being 'cut off' from the daily contact, the staff were so lovely and it became part of my routine, (I took the time off work.) I returned to work full time so was quickly swept back into the hustle and bustle. This journey really is ups and downs, and you never quite know when an emotion will hit you! That's why this site is so good, we can share with each other and know we are not going crazy!
Wishing you the very best,