@arpie Thank you so much, that is really helpful. I feel like I'm going kind of crazy. I'm on the Gold Coast and although the medical care team is great, i was not at all prepared for just how bad I might end up feeling now. To the outside world I should be fine--I'm lucky! It's just exhausting. I'm not yet officially menopausal, so I think the tamoxifen has been more dramatic because of that. I'm 55 but pre-menopause has been dragging on and on: like one period every six months or so. People keep saying stuff like "you're such a strong woman" but all I want to do is cry with exhaustion. I really appreciate other people being willing to share. tomorrow i'll be stronger xxx
