Cook65
11 years agoMember
Bit scared
Hi All
i went in for treatment on Thursday (herceptin) and mentioned that I have had pain in my back and knee for a few days. I do have hip and back pain from arthritis but this is different and in...
Oh Christine, you poor thing. I want to cry after reading your words. It's SO not fair. But your comments remind me that no matter how tough things might be/feel, there is always someone worse off.
The onc feels that it is probably nothing but I have to have a bone scan and ct done next week. They wanted to do it this week but we had my "happy 50th birthday/ end of treatment" holiday booked for the last 6 months and I thought bugger it, I need this break, I deserve this break and I'm hopping off the whole "what did I do to deserve this/cancer/ negative band wagon. So for a week I have decided that I'm just going to enjoy. I can't change anything that is going to happen so I'm going to enjoy my holiday. So in other words, I'm putting my head in the sand and pretending it's not happening.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and comments. Although I wish I was going through this on my own, it does help to know that others are going through the same things.
Karen xox